kyung

major turning point in my life

Some of you already know my moving back home to chicago. Others, im sure this will be a complete surprise. But it is true, and it's happening soon. Im anticipating on leaving the golden state by tuesday, may 8th. I know its so soon, a lot sooner than i had originally planned. But due to job circumstances as well as other reasons, it just seems to be falling into place a lot quicker than i thought.

To most, my move may be a complete shock. Some might have never thought i would leave cali, or at least this soon. But honestly, it's been something ive been thinking about since the end of 06'. I noticed the last time i was with my family, i felt so out of the loop from everything due to living so far away. And i hated that feeling. As some of you already know, something major happened to my family over a year ago, and we are to this day coping with it. To most of you, this is all new, and that's because i tend to keep a lot of things within. Please dont take it personal.

So for me, living over 3000 miles away, i tended to live in denial, not fully understanding, mostly, not accepting the reality. I know my time right now, should be with my family. So the only thing i can offer is myself, and to be with them until the end. I want no regrets. The next question is, will i come back to california. As of now, i highly doubt it. I do not plan on staying in chicago but who knows with this thing so called "life".

I will not be having a going away party of any sort. And i know some of you have contacted me already about seeing me one last time before i depart. I will try my best, but please forgive me if i dont. I have much to do in preparations of my descent and not enough time. To the all the locals, u will all be missed, and look at it this way.....now u have a reason to come visit chicago!

posted by yellowgirl @ 6:42 PM