kyung

Jr High

So yesterday was a very weird day. I really thought it was a full moon. I got into work around 12noon, and of course it was busy. But what made it worse was when K aimed me. He immediately jumped to asking if i was mad at him. I told him I wasnt. But for some reason he didnt believe it, or didnt want to believe it. So he kept asking, and i kept telling him no i wasnt mad. I partly do blame the aim system, you can never quite understand the tone in someone's writing. So I think he just read me wrong. But what really pushed my buttons was that he had to get others involved. It just reminded me of jr high. Next thing I read from him is him saying that so and so also agrees that they believe im mad. I thought to myself, who are these people to make such a judgement? They dont know me, they dont know me at all! And I cant stand when other people butt in their noses where it doesnt belong. Well, I really wasnt mad, I was actually in a good mood, but after that unnecessary fiasco, I started to get annoyed. I wasnt mad at either one of them, it was an honest misunderstanding. But my day went even weirder from there. During this whole ordeal. I get a text message on my cell phone, from another friend saying "you hate me." I was like "wtf is going on?" I didnt quite understand how everyone was thinking I was mad at them today. That got me to wonder, should I be mad at someone? haha

Well this whole thing receded, thank goodness, because the whole situation was childish. But people will learn that Im not the type to get mad easily. I get it from my father. It takes alot, but when I do get mad, I can be mad FOREVER. It is one of my many flaws. I do get annoyed very easily though ;)

I do hope after this whole event, we can all learn that when I say Im not mad, that means Im not mad. And just drop the conversation. I am really not one of those stupid girls that say "no, nothings bothering me" But in actuality they want you to keep bugging them cuz they want the attention or whatever. I am not one of those! Thank God! If something is bothering me, I will make the first gesture to talk about it, if I even want to. So leave it be people. You dont want to open a book that you are not prepared to read.

posted by yellowgirl @ 2:41 PM