kyung

the waiting game

I know everyones been in these situations before......but it wont hold me back from talking about it. My whole life ive always been in a struggle in wanting something that i cant have. Why must it be so difficult. Why cant just this once.......he can be in love with me? I think this constant torment has brought me to be so cynical about loving another. I dont see the point. But dont worry, im not all damaged and sensitive right now. No one needs to worry and start writing me messages saying to cheer up, all is good, everything will be fine. Because i know everything will be fine. It always is. I always move on. I always survive. But right now Im just tired. Tired of it all. I want to be head over heals for someone that I really like, and then have the same mutual feelings back from him. Please???

hmmm.....maybe if i was more forward about it? Should i be more honest with him? I try to give out signs but it just looks like their games. Im such an amateur. I think i'll just keep doing what i know how to do best. Just sit and wait. :) Maybe he'll come around. And if not, i always move on.

posted by yellowgirl @ 2:18 AM