Thursday, December 07, 2006

is it over yet?

So many of you already know, Joy is gone, my Joy. She got a great opportunity from her previous employer to do another contract on the cruise line where this time, she gets to travel to Africa. If some of you don't know Joy, thats one country that she's always wanted to go, but never got a chance to. So this is it and Im very excited for her. I know it's only temporary, she'll be back before I even know it, but I do miss her dearly. This is the first time in a long time where I wish for time to fly by quickly.

Other than that, not much is different with my life, that includes my lovelife unfortunately. You may wonder what happened with "that guy." Nothing. I havent seen him in about a month due to both of our schedules just not being compatible. But I am definitely tired of the dating scene. Now i really do want to have a "boyfriend." I want to be in a serious (& monogomous) relationship. I want to be head over heels in love and have that same guy be in love with me too. (see how I had to add that lol) I want to be able to talk to him everyday, even if it's about unimportant/uneventful things. I want to be at that comfort level with someone that I can finally be relaxed.

Srsly though, 2006 is coming to a quite shite end. I am emotionally & mentally drained! I'm just hoping 07' is better.

2 Comments:

At 6:32 PM, Blogger Zombs said...

I remember when I used to want to feel that way.

 
At 2:18 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I feel like that too Kim. It will find you. You are too sweet, pretty, smart, and fun to not fall head over heels in love and have that reciprocated. Maybe you are looking too hard, but you will find it. Just remember, we like people for their good qualities, but we love them when we can tolerate their unfavorable ones. Keep your chin up and never lose the sparkle in your eye. Luvs ya toots.

Joe t3h Docknoid.

 

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