sawwy
I know I know, it's been a loooooong time. Partly its due to me being so busy, partly because alot of things have been happening, and partly because im lazy. =PGees, where do i begin? Well most importantly, there is a big change that will occur soon. My best friend will be leaving for another cruise contract in december until may. I know its temporary, and thats partially why im not as upset about her leaving. Plus she gets to go to africa which she's always wanted to go but has gone everywhere but there. But this contract she gets to fulfil her dream and im excited for her. So while she's gone, im gonna have a temporary roommate, a friend of hers, a boy. hehe I met him the other day and he seems nice, so we'll see and cross our fingers that there will be no drama.
Well besides that, I've dated a few guys. All went pretty sour and didnt last due to the same issue as always, they got too serious and i wasnt ready or willing or both. BUT!! Of course, now that ive finally met someone i REALLY like and want to get serious with, he's unattainable. Go figure! The tables have turned it seems and right now im just waiting it out. Waiting to see what will happen. Of course me being the "realist" that i am, Im seeing it end in a negative way. Man this sux! So stay tuned I guess and we'll see.......
