kyung

give me a rabbits foot

well ive been here in atlanta working on a tyler perry film. so far the job's great. ive learned so much and mucho thanks to kim, who got me this job. and it seems that the accoutant and upm rly want me to stay and work on their next project. they havent talked to me directly, yet at least. they're having a meeting with the producer to see if they can fit me into the budget since they'll be hiring me again as a non local. and will have to house me etc. they're def considering a pay raise which i will not even consider taking this job if they dont since i am being underpaid for the position ive been working as. will keep u informed about this. wish me luck.

other then that. nothing else going on with my personal life. nothing great at least. my friend mireya is coming to visit me this weekend. im looking forward to it. i need it. it'll lift my spirits somewhat hopefully. ive been in a funk, for awhile now, almost a year. need to snap out of it, or, just make some sense out of it. wish me more luck on that.

posted by yellowgirl @ 11:10 PM 3 comments

cracked

wow. its been ages. i guess there are many reasons why ive been absent from my blog. partly, just being too busy, partly, just being lazy and/or forgetful. many things have changed, my location, my friends, my family, just my life in general. as u know, ive lost a friend. and there's not a day that goes by w/o him in my thoughts, or a tear left unshed.

ive finally come back for a few reasons. i realized i need something of my own that i can hold on to. ive lost many things within this past year. and honestly, i dont know how im gonna get by. i know i will. im built that way. but as each day passes, my will subsides. my doubts empower.

i realize im very lost in life. just as many people are as well. so im trying, trying to keep going, to keep looking for anything to give me a boost to make it another day with a smile.

one step, at a time, and then, breathe.

posted by yellowgirl @ 11:09 PM 1 comments