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Boys That Act Like Girls

Its official.....ive become a man hater. Ive become a bitter old woman. I have not had any good encounters with the opposite sex. They're either completely insensitive assholes, or they're way overally sensitive thinking im always mad at them, whats wrong, you okay, just checking everythings fine. UGH! Ive heard that men think women are irrational. For the most part, i agree that MOST women are, and thats due to the fact that we think alot with our hearts, rather than our mind. BUT, i thinkI am an exception to that rule, maybe because I dont have a heart, or so i have been told. Boys need to stop worrying if im upset, or if im mad, because for the most part, i am not. Leave the girl be. Plus, if a girl is upset, then thats her problem, im a grown ass woman, i'll get over it, on my own, on my own time, on my own term. Stop trying to be superman and wanting to save me.

And whats with guys badgering a girl more when she clearly tells him "hey, im in a pissy mood" ? Isnt that made clear enough that now is not a good time to pick a fight, or to ruffle the feathers? If your friend came along and said how he/she is so sad and depressed and suicidal. Then are you going to turn and start telling this friend how you saw a baby get murdered just the other day? NO! its common sense people. So when someone says "im really annoyed today", dont try to pick a fight with them, dont joke or kid around them, dont haggle them. Boys need to learn to listen, its really not that hard. Just shut up once in awhile and clean out your ears!

posted by yellowgirl @ 12:14 PM 1 comments

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My life is an illusion, made to believe
My heart is empty, filled w/air
My mind is poisened, cant decide
But my lips seem to escape
the words that bind me down
I dare not speak, afraid to know the truth
He stands in silence, look of wonder
My eyes look to the ground

posted by yellowgirl @ 2:29 AM 0 comments

the waiting game

I know everyones been in these situations before......but it wont hold me back from talking about it. My whole life ive always been in a struggle in wanting something that i cant have. Why must it be so difficult. Why cant just this once.......he can be in love with me? I think this constant torment has brought me to be so cynical about loving another. I dont see the point. But dont worry, im not all damaged and sensitive right now. No one needs to worry and start writing me messages saying to cheer up, all is good, everything will be fine. Because i know everything will be fine. It always is. I always move on. I always survive. But right now Im just tired. Tired of it all. I want to be head over heals for someone that I really like, and then have the same mutual feelings back from him. Please???

hmmm.....maybe if i was more forward about it? Should i be more honest with him? I try to give out signs but it just looks like their games. Im such an amateur. I think i'll just keep doing what i know how to do best. Just sit and wait. :) Maybe he'll come around. And if not, i always move on.

posted by yellowgirl @ 2:18 AM 0 comments